I can not help but to miss you. My heart has been heavy this weekend missing you. The love and joy that you brought to my life you never knew. I didn't even know. I remember all the things that you were to me and the things that you still are. The things that you taught me. You taught me to be a good mother. I wish that I could tell you all the things I know now but I am glad I got to tell you. You were the first man I ever loved, you gave me everything that I needed. I reassure you that you were always good to me. I said Daddy you help me when I was little you cooked and cleaned for me. You took care of me let me take care of you. It is your time for me to repay you. You said ok and from that moment on you let me without any fussing. I love you. I wish that I could have picked you up one more time. I love you Daddy!